The last couple of weeks haven't been pleasant. I haven't shaken off this depression yet, and that means that no real work has been done. But it doesn't matter, because I am leaving tomorrow. Christmas with my family and M, and then Japan, and I need to be excited about that. I need a real break so badly, still - or maybe I'm wrong, in which case I don't know what I'll do when I come back.
Now, one last terrifying thing to do before I finish packing and enjoy one last evening in Wolfson until January: email my supervisoress and explain to her that I don't have what she asked me for. I can't do anything but be honest. And it will be better.
I hope.
may you be blessed with joy in the new year! :)