What an appalling effort at keeping my blog updated during this trip... Yes, I've been awful. Because I spent all of my time here with family, I had really almost no chance of getting away and finding an internet cafe'. I must have been online maybe four times in the last three weeks.
This has been a truly weird trip for me. I don't know how to explain; family tensions coming to the surface, the fact that fundamentally, this was the wrong time for me to be here, and the fact that I seem to have missed out on a gazillion things in Oxford including my lovely Russian's birthday and god knows what else... On my last afternoon and evening in Delhi I don't feel too happy, really. Tomorrow morning I shall be boarding the flight back to London and then a bus to Oxford, and I don't know how I feel about the last three weeks. I feel really confused.
I better sort all of this out in my head before I get back and need to move and make a home and find a job...
In happier news, I did have some great times. My aunt's final party was great, and I visited some absolutely beautiful places. So at least I've been happy for bits of this trip.
And now back to reality. Including a seriously overpacked suitcase (despite having already sent 11 kgs of stuff through the post!!!). :)